Senyum sekuntum yang mekar
mengisah seribu warna bahagia
semerbak harum bertebar
melangkaui medan lara
dan irama rasa indah
menari-nari di telinga


Segala bahagia yang terpandang
segala lara yang terbuang
ku turut dengan syukur berbait
kerana hari ini
aku masih mampu menyaksi
tautan dua hati termeteri


Sudikah hati-hati yang terpaut
menumpang si kerdil aku
pada rasa itu?

I KNOW IT'S THERE, BUT...

Watching the leaves high up the sky,
those memories suddenly came by.
I tried to avoid but I don't know why:
somehow, someway, I couldn't deny
that my mind on you there, still lie.

Blossoms in the spring enchanted the air,
there I saw you, man, getting nowhere.
I tried to get you, I tried to reach you.
But fortunate of mine won't ever be there.
Then, nothing more to hope for, needn't have to swear.

Though spring will turn to winter,
and flowers appear in the midst of snow,
I know the failure will be forever.
But still I want you to know:
that your historical appearance in me
a blink of golden memory it shall be.

May all the happiness be yours...

SA94
TS

You told me she's gone
Thrown away by time
Smashed up by your love to me

But you are not good at lying
Your eyes long to see her
Your mind still keeps her safe and secured

Tell me that I'm wrong
Prove me that you are right
When you hear a love song
You remind yourself of your love to her
and not to me
You see yourself and her as lovebirds
and not me

You miss her so much
they way you were missing me last time.
How could you?!

I know I'm a lot less perfect than her.
I realise that I can't win you over.
I only have my unconditional love for you
Now that I see you seek more than that.

I wish I could retreat but I couldn't
I wish I'm not me today, but it's too late.
I wish I'm out there living out of misery and pain.
But I wish I'm happy with you
happy with me.

Could it be too much to ask?

19032006

ESTRANGED

I miss my late teen's life:
colours of bright laughter,
bitter of unexpected tears,
the thought of exploring world.
just why hadn't I missed you?

I look back to those days:
of swinging bikes and living nights,
foodloads fested on broken hearts.
Nothing flicks to missing you.

Amidst those faces I'd seen,
yours simply couldn't be a common scene.
Some guitar strings blend in!

Remembering you very occasionally:
I wonder where have I stored all those memories.

To miss you now is something I'm not used to.

Faiqatul Aqwa
26032001, 1345.

Bertemu sekali pun tidak pernah
namun kata sering mengiring bicara
persoalan hidup suasana dunia.

Tiap kali bicara ternoktah
rindu mula kembali bersemi
bilah memori indah
menghitung detik-detik sepi
menjemput kasih kembali.

Tatkala cintamu singgah
di kolam hatiku
teratai kasih menari.
Aku dibuai indah rasa
yang tak mampu ku ungkap dengan kata.

Saat cintamu mekar di jambangan hatiku
kuntum kasih harum mewangi.
Aku didakap suasana indah
yg tak mampu digambar hanya dengan melakarnya.

Di sini kita terima hakikat
cinta tulus yang ikhlas
tidak semestinya bertemu
lafaz akad yg suci
biarpun yang mekar itu
sungguhapun yang indah itu
menghias laman org lain.

Telah sekian lama
aku mengejar cahaya sebaris kaki langit
mengharap, mencari, bermimpi
kalung bahagia menanti.

Lelah makin hebat
keringat makin lebat
kaki langit tetap masih jauh
sedang cahaya sebaris kian suram.

Tertanya pada diri:perlukah terus berlari
tanpa kepastian hakiki
atau harus hanya pasrah
sekadar di sini
menggenggam senja
mengendong malam
menyaksikan mentari esok melebar cahaya?

Langkah menyimpang
meneruskan pencarian pada arah berlainan.

Kukira d sini tiada lagi bahagia
yg dpt kau gubah
menjadi jambangan hiasan
taman syurga dunia kita.

Kutahu kau telah berusaha
merawat hatiku yg parah
namun lukanya terlalu dalam
untuk sembuh sekelip mata.

Maafkn lelahku yang makin panjang
kerna telah terlalu lama berjuang
mempertahankan setia & kasih sayang
padamu yang berulangkali curang.

LAUNCHING!

My first day to break this ice to melt. Going to get busy filling in blanks right away, I suppose...